im at a point in my life when it seems like im alone and will always be alone. although there are many people who want to be in my life i just cant seem to give them a chance to see what our friendship could one day be.
i’m scared. too afraid to get close to anyone because of the simple fact of knowing that they wont always be around.
we may fight
they may stop talking to me
someone may pass away.
i’m scared too love again
but im also scared to be alone.
guess one day imma be ok with being alone.
prepping myself … .
i wish i had the strenght to go on in life with out sadness
but whatslife without a few sad moments? - i really wish i knew
i wish i could talk to somene about it
my body hurts from holding in all the tears and cries for help… .
dont want anyone to say im just want some attention . .
i just need some love from somewhere
the thoughts thats running through my head is scaring me… .
i dont know what to do
i’m shaking
i’m crying
i can’t breath
too much pain
if only you knew
i’m confused
why is it so hard to smile.
alone
no one understands how i feel
my heart is in my throat
i wanna end it all …
i miss Iesha
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I’m seein’ me on top of you
Doing things that lovers do
But I don’t belong to you
What’s a girl suppose to do … .

Verse Simmonds ft, Kelly Rowland, 2 Chainz, & Yo Gotti - Boo Thang
i love 2chainz on this
5mil
Most notes ive ever seen :o lol
THE FACT THAT THIS HAS 5 MIL+ NOTES, NIGGAS RULE
black n im proud
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